so i've had two thoughts over the last two days. of course there's been more, but two OUT OF THE ORDINARY which means they struck me as life altering. yesterday i was driving to pick emily up from alex's school (she was being used as an example of a child in alex's babysitting class, what a fine example) and i thought, 'i wouldn't mind extending for 6 months or so' once this was out i quickly squashed it. my head should really be concerntrating on the road and doing the turn, rather than pulling out thoughts from my subconscious. and then i squashed it further by thinking, home would be nice. then i'm pretty sure my subconscious began to sing, give me a home amoung the gum trees, with lots of plum trees etc etc. and today! out of the ordinary thought number 2 - i thought i'd like to be a primary school teacher, i love little kids books. i was at the library if you're beginning to get concerned about my thinking processes. i also want a classroom of paintings and writing on the board and stinky kids to call me miss hookey. so i looked up courses and la trobe offered shit for primary and so i looked at every uni, including csu and the horible uni of melb (even if they offered it i couldn't have gone there, far too pretenious for me). and csu was up in wagga or dubbo or somewhere and i refuse to go to such towns. then, resorting to vtac and looking at all the uni's on there i still wasn't satisfied until i realised that i hadn't exhausted all options and saw i'd forgotten about uni of ballarat/crackafat. and guess what?! they have the course. it's pretty good too which impressed me of course and i could still live at home and just spend about 3 hours commuting each day i have uni. sounds crazy right? of course i could find out if i have classes spread across the week because that might alter my decision but if they're 15 hours packed into 2 or 3 days that'd be perfect huh? well, i'll apply anyway. or i will after i find out if part-time is an option for the first semester or two. brilliant huh? anyway, no more me news, i'm completely fucked from work. i yelled so loud today i gave even myself a fright, and pat is at work and i'm technically not working but can't leave the house cause the kids are here. not that i mind, i'll probably hit the hay later. oh and i met her intern tonight and he is going to australia in a couple of weeks which excited me, well, i would've been more so if i wasn't pushing a stroller and carrying my now cold macca's burger in my handbag because i couldn't eat it while driving or at the courthouse where i was disposing of emily and alex or on the way back to gurnee to drop matthew off at baseball practise. i was also trying to keep them quiet because we were in a couthouse with lawyers and security and stuff all around the place. all very strict and i look after 3 occassionally unruly/excited children.
oh, have i mentioned i've kelly clarkson this saturday night? yeah i've kept forgetting. anyway, will go as i think i might infact take myself off to bed!
love ya, hope all's well!