Sunday, May 14, 2006

and so it begins again

another week is about to begin and i've got tomorrow off which should be nice. i'll do some scrapbooking and the assignment i've got and go to the library as well.
this weekend was alright, friday night i was feeling a little sluggish and down so i stayed home and called chelle then chany rang me. so it turned into a nice night of being reminded of home. not in a sad "i want to go home" way, just that i didn't feel so out of touch with everyone. saturday i worked for a few hours and then went out for marcella's b'day. there had been so much drama with the damn birthday through the week that it had gotten to the point that i didn't even want to go. but there was a good point, i had a perfect corona. it wasn't any different to any other corona but they must have refrigerated it to the perfect temperature. so i had this perfect corona which made the night a little better but still there was bitchiness but not out there bithciness. at least i make it clear how i feel rather than pretending. and bloody idiot sabrina, i can't wait til she goes home (did i mention she is being sent home because she was caught drinking underage [we can't do that on the visa if you're under 21, clearly i can because i'm 21]??) yeah so she gets in the car (i was driving them all home) and she asks me to take her to nick's (a dodgy bar) and i said "no, i'm taking you home, i don't agree with what you're doing" (i'm so self righteous) but half way in their direction (did i also mention it's in the complete oppostie direction to me??) the fuel light comes on and she manipulates the situation and i end up right next door to the horrible place and she jumps out of the car. little bitch. if i felt inclined i could easily flatten her and i think if i spend more than minutes with her before she leaves thne i think i might just end up doing that. so i'm avoiding social activites til she goes.
but, on my neediness for drunkeness i bought a bottle of bourbon and had a glass last night but was on the phone to home and already felt my speech playing up so didn't drink anymore. by the time i get home i'll be able to get drunk so quickly i'll be the cheapest person to take out! mum told me she thought i should come home for mother's day. this time i laughed rather than wished i did. plus realy, when i think about all the stuff that i've got on it almost fills up til i go home so really, time is flying!!
anyway, that's pretty much it. i ate badly today and my body is telling me so. plus i'm tired AGAIN. like the story of my life. "how are you today?" "tired" it's my reply every day! bor-ING. ok, going now. otherwise i'll ramble for hours.
love ya
p.s. hey swann, you guys are coming up to end of financial year party huh? lucky s.o.b's! that was the best night that one. remember that jojo? even the alcohol consumed won't fog over the memory of getting home!

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